Friday, May 09, 2008

Life is Changing ...

Well ... I intended to write a memorial to my Mom here on April 29, which would have been her birthday, but it didn't happen somehow. That was a day of remembering my Mom. All the "firsts" this year seem to be a little hard. We will have Mother's Day in two days' time, and I suspect that will be hard as well. But life goes on in spite of it all ...

This year is seeing me through many changes in my life. Some of them easy, some not so easy. It's been a rollercoaster ride so far and has taken a great deal out of me, but I've found my strength and courage and my path. It is an unfamiliar one that can be a little scary, but I've stepped out of my comfort zone and walked forward anyway. And life will be good ...

I once had certain dreams of what my future would look like, but it seems life wasn't to take me to its fruition in that way. I believe the shell of my dream (the most important part) will remain. The circumstances and timing will simply alter. I hope I am getting closer to my brightest dream, and biggest hope. And life will be good ...

And once again ... I am smiling and loving life. This is good!!!